this is the silliest thing

Okay, how is it fair that I had two ENTIRELY SEPARATE AWKWARD STAGES?

I mean, everyone is awkward in middle school but then in high school I was all together and photogenic, and then even when I cut my hair super short I looked, well, alright, but then I was looking at the pictures from Christmas 2010 with Matt’s family and I LOOK TERRIBLE IN ALL BUT LIKE TWO PICTURES. Surely my hair did not look like that? And my makeup?? WHAT WAS I WEARING?? Did I just forget every skill I picked up in the previous 6 years?? What on earth was going on? Surely I’m hotter than that??? Can all of those pictures please just disappear except the two that I look normal in, because what the heck was going on?

I don’t even know. It’s just hilarious looking at all those pictures like “WHAAAAAT”